It's my playlist! Stay the hell away..

"Carnival of Rust".. It's probably the only song in my playlist I can never get bored of even if I'm listening to it for the zillion-th time.
I heard this song the first time when Shamik was playing it on his acoustic guitar at bhorat maath.I was sitting right next to him [if i remember correctly] , eyes closed ,a soft breeze was caressing my cheeks..I can still feel the chill down my spine.
well,no.the blog ain't about how amazing the song is.It's just that moment.The moment when I fell in love with music all over again.It started running thro my veins..like heroin.An addiction?U got that right.
Music!I don't know what it actually is in my life.Cuz am no musician nor do I understand notes n chords n stuff to begin with...I don't know if I can proudly say "I have good taste in music" either..
I could muster only a few words in that song that day..n it was "without your love my life ain't nothing but this.." and after I came back home..I played it again..n again n again..n couldn't stop playing it.I dunno what I heard in that particular song.I can't really explain how I feel when I hear or see sum1 appreciating this song..as if I have written n composed it myself.[FYI its 'poets of the fall']
I can't say I appreciate music in its every form.cuz honestly,I don't.there are some genre of music I don't quite understand.Many listen to all sorta metal crap that I can never get used to.They say I won't understand. what's there to UNDERSTAND neway?Music isn't physics or maths or literature right?It's just as simple as it sounds...MUSIC!..just the feel of it..the words in it..the peace it brings..
If life is the gift..I wonder if music is the gift wrap.like different paper,different color for the gift wrap.. different genre,different lyrics for music..
Well,I love listening to whatever that I love to listen.Didn't make ne sense?Read it carefully and it will.

p.s.I don't care if I don't understand music ne better...or if I don't appreciate great bands n their music...cuz if I don't like it..well,fuck u!I don't.How does it matter neway?
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I heard from somewhere.."people write when they can't say it out loud."