Thursday, July 10, 2008

Measuring life..

People say "Life is too long"
Yes,true for the one's who are living 'cause they're born.
But for those who are born to live..trust me..life definitely is damn short.

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I learned from somewhere..when people can't say what they feel..they write it down.

Your heart desired for..??

Nothing in this world is perfect..
Okay let me rephrase that..
Nothing in this world works according to you..

People say - everything that happens..happens for good.
But does it really?
How about not getting what you wished for??
Doesn't that make any difference???
Doesn't that make you feel sad??

Like the little girl who never got to buy her favorite doll.She looked at it for a few minutes and came back home with her mom.She wasn't poor.Her mom could have bought it for her,ya know.But she didn't.
What??
Teaching the lil one to compromise and sacrifice in life??
Why??
The life teaches it all,doesn't it??

Imagine a world,where you get everything that you ever wanted in life.
Would you trade it with the one you are living???
Did someone say, "No" ???

Funny!!..you scared to admit your heart's desire??C'mon..this is all you can hope for.Isn't it all that matters?Is it wrong trying to be someone who you always wanted to be??Getting the things that you always wished for???..everything that you desired for???
Situation forcing you to be something else,and life teaching you how to be contended with it..-that's what you ever wanted???Is this happiness for you???How's that possible???
How can life teach you to be happy??It comes from within..what's there to teach in it???
Life can teach you to smile in your hard times..but being happy about it.???
...One helluva life you got there..

For me,
Happiness can never be chosen or taught or be pursued..
No matter how hard you try..there will always remain a thin line of difference between "Being happy" and "Trying to be happy".

George Bernard Shaw once wrote: "There are two tragedies in life. One is to lose your heart's desire. The other is to gain it."
Yes, losing your heart's desire is tragic. But gaining your heart's desire? That's all you can hope for.If having that is tragic, then give me tragedy. Because I wouldn't give it back for the world.

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I learnt from somewhere..when people can't say what they feel,they write it down.

Friday, July 4, 2008

Wasn't Just Another story..

Have you ever seen a swan?
Swimming so gracefully across the pool..and underneath paddling so hard just to make it through??
I've seen one..

A typical dehihite [i learned the term recently] , loving life,friends,technology,maths, physics and kate winslate at the same time.Well,that's how so many have came to know this guy.I wasn't really watching out for this guy.I was searching for the person who he hides within himself.
He smiles,he abuses,he hacks,he bullies others,but he wasn't really another OUGian i met on orkut.
He was something more.

Imagine,the person with who you decided to live your entire life with dies in front of your eyes..

Just 10 minutes he took,to change back,to get back to normal,to erase that scene that flashed before him.

His story,may be known by many,but yet so untold.I still question myself how he gained such will power to bear all that pain?How he managed to survive through all that happened?How hard it was for him to hide that pain,bury the tears,and smile to spread the khushi around.
He hides it so perfectly.Even when he finished telling me his story,he asked "did ya get bored by my crap story?"..How much courage and strength does it take to call the story of the most beautiful relation in one's life "a crap"!I was amazed by his will power,his strength to gather it all and smile at the end.
He said life teaches it all.Time heals everything.But,
You know,it hurts..It does!
Now,tears stopped coming out but the pain couldn't be obliterated from within.

I asked "Will You ever be able to love anyone else?"
He replied "No"
Was I crying?Or was it raining outside?

The vibes from him,spreads hope.A hope for living a better life.A hope to live for the one who loves you.A hope to live without the person you love.

Dear bhaida,
Just wanted you to know,she's watching it all.Watching over you.Your pains,your tears,your smile..so true to her.You're right,she's right beside you,and she'll always be.
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I learnt from somewhere..when people can't say what they feel,they write it down.